"Don't worry- tomorrow I'll smile and everything will be prefect... but today- I'm not going to act like it's okay"

I think the title adequately describes my feelings at this point in time... in fact I've gotten pretty damn good at smiling and acting... however- a line was crossed and it's not okay.

The person who inflicted the hurt knows how deep it went, and basically twisted the knife a little after too.

I don't consider myself a cold person- but there are times in your life when you're dealing with someone who regardless of how amazing you treat them- they refuse to treat you with the same respect.
I think it's time I cut off my feelings.... self preservation is necessary... I do have others in my life that need my love- and I'd rather save my energy for the ones who don't hurt me over and over again.